Wanderlust

I have come down with a serious case of wanderlust.  I am finally starting to consider ways that I can get my ass back to Newfound Gap.  Early last year I thought I might be able to get back to the AT for a 2011 hike, but now I'm not so sure I can make that happen.  It took me many months to consider whether continuing my hike would be a continuation of an unfulfilled dream, or merely making up for a perceived shortcoming in the dedication department.  I didn't want to attempt to make up the 1900 miles I lost just because I was feeling guilty for quitting the first time, it would have to be a genuine desire to reconnect with the trail's beauty and camaraderie. 

Two of the major obstacles to my 2008 hike were that 1. I really wanted to get married more than anything else, and 2. I wanted to get my library science degree.  By spring of 2011 I'll have completed those tasks, and my husband agreed that I can return to the AT before we have any babies.  Some difficulties to challenge this plan include:

1.  I'm getting my MLIS on scholarship in which I have agreed to work at a public library for two years after receiving my degree.  Of course, they didn't say immediately following receiving my degree...

2.  I work part time and I have bills, so it will be very difficult to save up money for a trip.  I guess it is helpful that I already have nearly all of the gear I would need.  I should really get my Lekis fixed.

3.  I doubt the public library where I work would grant me a leave of absence, and the job market is very bleak at the moment.

4.  I think my parents would be extremely disappointed if I throw my job away to wander around in the woods.  Again.  I should seriously not live so close to family, it just complicates things.

So, all in all, it still comes down to uncertainty. Sigh.