I took the opportunity today to make a little peace with summer, and indeed found myself blessed. When I stepped out on my porch this midday I noticed that the day seemed promising and happy with its warm breeze to break up the otherwise oppressive 100* heat. I got it into my head to walk to Subway with the Finches, Cold Mountain, and my sunhat.
The first step to this adventure was to prettify my sunhat. Vain? Possibly. But any inducement to make someone agreeable to walking around in the Texas sun is a solution worth trying. So I took some of my fabric yo-yos from last summer and let them perch on the side of my hat.
I donned my shortest jean skirt (knee length) and packed away my Simplicity 2206 jersey knit cardigan in preparation for the air conditioning to come, and set out before I could come to my senses.
You can't help but have a cheerful walk while listening to the Finches
Human Like a House album, especially while migrating from shade patch to shade patch along the sidewalk and admiring magnificent residential shrubberies. A number of times I wished I'd brought my camera, but also remembered that my eyes are kinder to the sights than the lens of my cheap-o camera. I saw a vine with pink flowers full of honeybees, a tree with half-ripe pomegranates, tidy front porches fit to make a renting girl slightly jealous, fields which still housed some fighting sunflowers and some vines with cottony tufts, mourning doves sitting in the branches of a bleached white dead tree. I passed an area beneath a mesquite tree that was strewn with dried beans and thought of the mesquite bean preserves I sampled at the Texas Folklife Festival last Saturday.
It's only too easy to get caught up feeling hopeless and distraught when things aren't quite going your way. I suppose the remedy is to step back and survey the things and experiences that you can truly be thankful for. I wouldn't have been able to enjoy such a wonderful day if I would have been working at the job I have been coveting. Plus, Ollie and I are still able to pay our bills, hug-n-squeeze our pets, eat at restaurants, enjoy sweet air conditioning, practice all kinds of hobbies. Things could definitely get worse. And that thought is quite consoling!